Bdobby

im probably gonna hangout with mike in the morning ish time then around the evening me and jessica are heading up to my cabin. we have tomorrow night and friday morning/afternoon to ourselves for girly time and then kevin mike and maybe cj are coming up on friday and staying the night and spending the day with us saturday. who knows, maybe ill have them stay saturday night too, to hangout sunday but i might go home saturday night depending if i go to this barbeque with my family and if i can get a “date”. i do not want to go alone and i would really like to  bring someone but he hasnt texted me back about it. i dont know im thinking about giving up on him in general. i love him to death as a friend and i have semi small feelings for him but ive seen him like twice this whole summer and i feel like next year will just be a repeat of this past year. we grew apart and theres nothing else left to do except keep growing so fml right.