awesome right now.
im really upset. things were going perfect and then i messed it up. first thing that happened, that pissed me off to no end, apparently donald is in love with me and now hes not ever going to talk to me because his counselor said it would be best if he stopped because i make him crazy or something. im mad as hell cause now im going to like loose hanging out with my friends everyday. seriously donald fuck you, your the most selfish asshole ive ever met. and then mike leaves with donald and me and cj are just hanging out at roosevelt like fooling around and wrestling and then a cop fucking rolls by so we leave cause its past ten and you cant be there, and im pissed cause we were suppose to hook up and i felt bad cause i had to go home and then cj got to do nothing because donalds a dick. i feel bad i really like cj and i totally like want to be with him even if we arent dating but theres just something stopping me when i get the chance like today was a legit reason cause we were outside but we still couldve done something. ughhhhh im so sick of everything right now.
going to spend a few hours with megan tomorrow before she leavessssssss. then home after and probably gonna stay home tomorrow so that way everyone can go out and have fun cause apparently i just ruin it.
