good night i guess
i watched cj at his scrimmage, franklin always has shitty ass soccer teams. then we went to cjs brothers house so cj could get some alcohol and we kinda just chilled and drank at mikes house while his parents were at the tigers game and then we went up to roosevelt and it was like the saddest time of my life. rocky was pissed off so lindsey went to console him and i guess rocky cried and then mike was crying because of lindsey and i have never seen him cry in my whole life and it was a real downer. cj and mike took me home and then i went on the computer. i mean ive had better nights but im proud of myself because i didnt drink tonight like at all. i had a shot and then i had a little bit of mikes 40. but yeah tomorrow cjs picking me up around noon to hangout before he has soccer. im kinda happy because he asked me to hangout and like were starting to have a thing, again. who knows maybe well date but im not gonna freak out over it. it is what it is and im just gonna let it be what it is. i realized when i stopped trying to get with him he wanted to get with me and now i wanna get with him again and he still wants to get with me. so best advice for people who feel like after all their trying and it still doesnt seem to be working, stop trying. BE YOURSELF! thats what i did and now i couldnt be happier.